As a 49 year old gay man in a 20 year relationship, I can empathize with your sense of rejection. I was introduced to my paternal Grandfather when I was 11 years old, and he wouldn't acknowledge my presence, seems he hated my mother. I love your show and all that love meant so much to me at season end as we lost two of our five dachshunds in the last 2 months and watching all that warmth helped me get through it. I do wish you would post that remix of your song for down load, I love it. I think Dean is a great example of how men should really be. Best wishes, waiting for next season, Monte and Jim