I have just watched 'Stellas First Birthday Party' episode and wished I could just put my arms thru the screen to hug Tori. Tori, you are truely a beautiful and compassionate wife, mother and person, and the part where you are talking to Dean about the non appearance of your mother just broke my heart, for both you and Dean. It is very obvious that Dean ADORES you and his children, and when you are hurting, it hurts him immensely, and his abrupt reaction is because he is hurting for you. You both seem to be doing a wonderful job at being married and parents and enjoying your lives it seems so sad that your Momma cannot/does not want to be a part of this - the part where Dean wishes his momma could be there was also heartbreaking, but a fact - I hope your momma comes to her senses real soon whilst you are still willing to allow her to be a part of your awesome family. I wish you and your family every happiness, but it seems to me that y'all are gonna do just fine whatever.